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The China Doll's Deadly Garden

あなたの愛女神

Created on 2005-03-09 16:12:27 (#6396859), last updated 2006-02-28

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Name:	Jessyca-Chan
Birthdate:	12-01
Location:	fort pierce, Florida, United States
Website:	me on Vampire Freaks

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MY PET

the fluffybutterkins

Get your own personal horror!

Evangelion is psychological love

Kankuro's Teeth Are Love

Dir en Grey is Love

Ginger Snaps is sisterly Lycan love.
by this_is_fucked

Shino = Mysterious Love <3

Japan is Love

Alternative Lifestyle. Alternative Gaming.

Gaming is love.

Our emotional state is ecstasy.
Our nourishment of choice is love.
Our addiction of choice is technology.
Our religion of choice is music.
Our currency of choice is knowledge.
Our politics of choice is none.
Our society of choice is utopian.

You may hate us.
You may dismiss us.
You may misunderstand us.
You may be unaware that we exist.
We can only hope you do not care to judge us because we would never judge you.

We are no criminals.
We are not disillusioned.
We are not drug addicts.
We are not naïve children.
We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself.
We are The Massive: One Massive.

We were first drawn by the sound. From far away the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mothers heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it, we came to accept that we are all the same. We came to accept that we are all equal. Not only to the darkness, and to ourselves, but to the very music slamming into us and passing through our souls: and somewhere around 35Hz, we could feel the hand of God at our backs pushing us forward, pushing us to push ourselves to strengthen our minds, bodies, and spirits. Pushing us to turn to the person beside us to join hands and uplift them by sharing the uncontrollable joy we felt from creating this magical bubble that can, for one evening, protect us from the horrors, atrocities and pollution of the outside world. It is in that very instant with these very realizations that each of us is truly born. We continue to pack ourselves into clubs, warehouses, or buildings youve abandoned and left for naught, and we bring life to them for one night; strong, throbbing, vibrant life in its purest, most intense, most hedonistic form. In these makeshift soaves, we seek to shed ourselves of the burden of uncertainty for a future you have been unable to stabilize and secure for us. We seek to relinquish our inhibitions and free ourselves from the shackles and restraints that youve put on us for your own peace of mind.

We seek to re-write the programming that you have tried to indoctrinate us with since the moment we were born. Programming telling us to hate, that tells us to judge, that tells us to stuff ourselves with the nearest most convinant pigeonhole possible. Programming that even tells us to climb the ladders, jump through the hoops, and run through the mazes for you. Programming that tells us to eat from the silver spoon that you are trying to feed us with, instead of nourishing ourselves with our own capable hands. Programming that tells us to close our minds, instead of opening them!

Until the sun raises to burn our eyes by revealing the distorted reality of the world youve created for us, we dance fiercely with our brothers and sisters in celebration of our life, of our culture, and of the values we believe in: Peace, Love, Freedom, Tolerance, Unity, Harmony, Expression, Responsibility, and Respect.

Our Enemy of choice is ignorance.
Our weapon of choice is information.
Our crime of choice is breaking and challenging whatever laws you feel you need to put in our place to stop us from celebrating our existence.

But know that while you may shut down any given party, on any given night, in ant given city, in and given country or continent on this beautiful planet, you can never shut down the entire party. You dont have access to that switch no matter what you think.

The Music will never stop - The Heartbeat will never fade - The Party will never end.

I am a Raver, and this is my Manifesto.

- Unknown

this is me...

i'm a weird, loud, psychotic, hyper-active and strange person. i laugh a lot, especially at stupid things. i like doing things like having conversations with myself in public because people give me weird looks and it makes me giggle. i enjoy random things, and i am an extremely random person...i act purely on impulse more often than not, and it freaks some people out. usually people love me or hate me. it's hard for there to be an in between with that. i don't really like guys as more than friends, usually, and it pisses me off when people add me on myspace/talk to me simply because i am "hot" or they think they can get laid. that's bullshit, sorry, bye bye. i am an anime/manga/hentai FREAK (naruto, gravitation, samurai champloo, love hina, rurouni kenshin, excel saga, digi charat, tokyo mew mew, chobits, neon genesis, FLCL, paranoia agent, inuyasha, FMA, puni puni poemy, la blue girl, nana, marmalade boy, hellsing, trigun...), and i love everything about japan. i am also a huge gamer (i adore silent hill, resident evil, soul calibur, halo..). i adore the rave scene, i like going to concerts, and hanging out in public places. i have only a few close friends, and i love them more than anything. i am outgoing, generally happy, and easy to get along with, as well as quite accepting. despite my idiotic actions, i am quite an intelligent person, and i can have my serious moments when needed. i talk a lot of shit, but most people don't realize that 99 percent of it is a joke...purely for amusement. i call my friends "asshole", "bitch", "slut" and make fun of them, but i don't mean it...some people have a hard time accepting this, and i get into a lot of trouble because of it. ::shrugs::. don't like it, don't hang out with me. my favorite kinds of music are jrock, jpop, techno, electronica, ambience, happy hardcore, industrial, metal, punk, and rap. i generally dislike labels, though they are constantly given to me (goth, raver, anime kid, punk). i draw a lot of my fashion inspiration from japan (harajuku street style, FRUiTS, jrockers...), and i can sometimes throw people off with my "un-american" way of dressing. um...oops?

things i like: blaze, my friends, reading, playing video games, anime/manga/hentai, anything to do with japan, sushi, big stompy boots, asian girls, making my own clothes, chicks that could kick my ass, good music, dancing, raves, hanging out in public places, hyper-activity, futuristic things, candy kids, making an idiot out of myself in front of a lot of people, and being myself

things i don't like: ignorance, l33t, narrow-mindedness, american standards (to be sexy you have to have blonde hair, a tan, massive tits, a tiny body, weigh less than 120 pounds, and look like a barbie...uh...sorry, your shit out of luck), people with crappy senses of humour, this town (sometimes), consistently bad grammar, homophobes, creeps, people that skirt around questions, shit talkers, and drama

music that i adore: atreyu, a7x, cradle of filth, dir en grey, malice mizer, psycho le cemu, nightmare, blood, anabolic frolic, dj icey, dj keoki, dj hixxy, dj tiesto, basement jaxx, video game music, black tape for a blue girl, rasputina, rammstein, arch enemy, suicide city, tool, nirvana, the dollyrots, hole, skinny puppy, gackt, mindless self indulgance, left rights, KMFDM, aphex twin, retard-o-bot, aqua, cake, kottonmouth kings, flaming lips, icp, nine inch nails, marilyn manson, chingy, eminem, dimmu borgir, the misfits, gidget gein, happy hardcore, techno, ambience, electronica, house, noise, DHT, siouxsie and the banshees, bauhaus, joy devision, nile, square pusher, curtis cousins, james lantz, robotix, necromantix, BoA, jpop, jrock, vrock, korn, slipknot, hanzel und gretyl, opperation ivy, l'arc en ciel, a perfect circle, das ich, depeche mode, utada hikaru, due 'le quartz, danzig, 50 cent, ludacris, david bowie, benny benassi, enigma, lords of acid, gwar, velvet acid christ, kittie, tatu, aqua, kidneythieves, kana, miyavi

Every man has a woman who loves him
In rain or shine or life or death
If he finds her in this life time
He will know when he presses his ear to her breast

Why do I roam when I know you're the one
Why do I laugh when I feel like crying

Every woman has a man who loves her
Rise or fall of her life and death
If she finds him in this life time
She will know when she looks into his eyes

Why do I roam when I know you're the one
Why do I run when I feel like holding you

Every man has a woman who loves him
If he finds her in this life time
He will know